Questionable.

Its hard to realize that sometime soon i need to get my life together. I have to figure out what i love and can see myself waking up in the morning but not having to call it work. There are so many things going through my head that my brain rattles. My love life is nonexistent. I love my best friends, but then there are those friendships i have to work so hard to keep. There are so many questionable things and people in my life, it is kind of hard to know who and what will be there permanatly. I have fears that people will give up on me and want to walk out of my life. I dont know how to be fully comfortable with people sometimes. I’ve always told people i am okay on my own because that is how its always been, but it would be nice to see that from the other side for once. How will I ever know if i am good enough for someone?